I got called a butt-fart today. And then I asked the kid, "Where else do farts come from?" IT WAS SO MAGIKAL.
I'm really happy, besides the fact that my devil of a mother isn't letting me be around my best friend Pattchu. I want to die when I think about how she tries to control every aspect of my life. Even my friends. Well, no sorry, she can't do that. Pattchu, I love you so much, it's hard to put into words. Just know that I'm not ignoring you or leaving you alone. I miss you so much.
My nampa bff, Tony has just told me that he loves me...... I'm so happy and worried at the same time. He's really shy, so when I asked him who he likes he said, "Well there's three girls. Kaylea, Vanessa and well... I can't say." I kept acting cute and hounding him and then he said, "If I told you she would know already." I couldn't tell him I liked him A LOT too because the Mormons in my English class were EAVESDROPPING. ~eaves ~drooooooopping. And we walk with each other to the cafeteria, get lunch at the snack shack (lol) and go outside to sit under the oak trees with all our other chums. Of course, I couldn't get him alone, so I couldn't tell him I liked him either. I told him yesterday that I liked him. He looked really happy, then really sad. Then he told me he was in a relationship. AND NOW HE'S DATING SOMEONE ELSE BECAUSE HE THOUGHT I DIDN'T LIKE HIM. He says he doesn't think it'll last more than a week. I know this sounds horrible, but I hope so.
It's kinda useless, considering I'm not allowed to date, but I've had a crush on him since the beginning of the year.
He thinks I'm the most gorgeous girl in the world. Him and his brother, Calvin, hate each other now because Calvin wanted me too.
AUGH. HIGHSCHOOL.
Me and Kaylea are going to the movies Friday, then I'm sleeping over at her house. Yay.
I'd rather have Pattchu over. It sounds dramatic, but I feel a little dead inside. I haven't seen her in so long...
I've been drawing so much lately! CREEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAATIVE STREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAKKK...
So how are all of you? If you could let me know, that'd be great!!
xoxo,
mattie x malice